God, change my want to.
Sometimes this is as close as my heart seems to be able to get. I can’t even pray for the thing my want-to’s are colliding over ... I need to pray for my heart to change; to want the kingdom of God more than the kingdom of man. Whether more peace, patience, grace, humility, courage.
I want to want to do things differently, or say things differently, or see things differently, or prioritize things differently. But the want-to of control, self interest, comfort, desires seem to always win.
It’s not about trying harder. It’s a heart issue, and my heart needs to change. So God, please change my want-to’s. Help me want what you want. See what you see. Love what you love. Seek what you seek.